Hi!
I can understand what you are going through.  Right now is a 
difficult time for your family.  This is the time when you 
and the other members of your family need to pray together 
and console one another.  I am sure that the Lord will provide
 for you and your family.  Do your part in saving money.  Have
 a garage sale, ask your church members to pray for your 
family, and never loose hope.  God bless you-juju